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what you want from me?
what the fuck I done to you?
why do you want me so much shit,
you present to me a friend, but at the same time doing everything that I should be a piece of shit ..
to whom I can talk to when no one is listening?
to whom I can open up, when no one is interested?
I do not want to lose any more any close,
I fear being left alone, you know it.
why would you want to take my worst fears?
why do you always only think of yourself,
you could ever think of others, other people's feelings.
you present a saint, but inside you're a fucking evil man.
annoying when others do not notice it.

I'm sick of this shit.
I'm a weak person.
at the moment I'm just in the alley ...
what should I do, what not.  
why do you always ruin everything, why?